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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

..today seriously.. very sick.. but i luckily nv meet them.. just use hand n type those words to chat v them.. so no need to show out my face.. so they wouldn't know .. i am suffering from pain.. but however i am quite happy b4 night .. i chat v fiona,ken n kya kor.. even though it spend quite lots my bills.. but i really happy to chat v them
when i saw that blog.. i did feel a bit dissapointing.. but not really.. when she come told me.. all those words.. i feel a knife just put into my heart.. is more pain than my stomach de suffer.. i feel very dissapointing at her (another her) .. but i cannot say out .. i have to forget everything when need face any of them..
.. i hope i will be ok when tomorrow morning i wake up.. i eat anything feel like vomit n stomach more pain.. but i just say 'yuck.. the foods soo not nice!'..

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Friday, September 14, 2007

... this few days even though i am very feeling down until do stupid thing.. but .. i should open my eye n c many ppl still care about me ^^ .. this few day he just return from others place.. he saw i am very cold.. he told me he r dissapointing at me.. he say this is no the klin he know .. i told him everything everthing in my heart n brain de things.. .. he help me solve many problem.. he told me even tot how hard is my life.. i have to be strong i am no a weak grass .. he say the klin should be always laugh n smile de klin v no trouble.. don't get it wrong.. he no my husband or boy friend.. he is my secret person.. i wouldn't say who is him.. cause this is the promise between i n him ^^.. but he going to go soon le.. must be a long time to c him again.. he ask me don't afraid the gengsters.. just be myself.. the gengsters is no going to frigtent me as well.. i will win them haha..
i wouldn't do silly thing le ^^..

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

.... my mum ask me wat happen.. isn't i sick or wat... just back home then sleep..
did i really sleep..?.. i cry a whole night.. i was in a room v no fan no air cone.. but i feel so cold..
... i keep crying ... until i fall asleep... ...but i nv really fall asleep... i try to lie myself.. i try to imaging something that i hope to be happen.. but can't.. .. the tear keep on come out non-stop.. shin has call me just now.. n my tear was half .. coming out.. but i .. just have to stop it.. b4 my mum saw.. i taking MC today.. .. reason is.. for 'my head pain like mad' ... did my head really pain..? yesterday i couldn't stop myself.. i midnight wake.. n do a milo.. n take out .. many medicine.. .. i eat all.. le.. but ntg strange.. still alive.. i wouldn't die so easily de.. .. even i want die oso but no now.. i want send those things v my real heart.. which .. really.. want to give them.. ..i am really tired..



if i really could dissapear.. i really hope to..
my last wish was .. dissapear v no one knowing..

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

...i was keep on crying a whole day.. i think i might like him le.. but .. i going to use hate to replace the like le..
...i feel i am so dumb.. i feel like dying.. when i just back home.. i rush into toilet keep on cry cry.. ..when i saw my family.. i keep on act smile.. cause of my stupid brain stupid mouth.. my stupid brain .. accidenlly .. say out a words.. i know is all my fault.. is all my fault.. i wanted them ... to stop argue.. i wanted... ... i wanted find una for .. ask her don't .. fight for that.. anything scold me... i wanted to do so.. i really wanted... but now can't anymore.. .. even lynn n fiona maybe tot i have change or.. i am no klin anymore.. i am not.. anymore.. i am dying.. i feel like want told someone wat i thinking in my heart.. but i can't.. no one to talk about it le.. no one.. ..i asking myself.. if i die i will go heaven or hell..? no one know.. i wanted to die.. but i can't.. i fight v yin yee... n i silently said 'shit' .. n all come scold me.. say i don't dare use chinese scold.. so use english.. i wanted to scold.. but .. scold gt use?... i really tired.. tired of this few days has happen de things...
...maybe i really should die.. if all nv meet me.. maybe they wouldn't know the person they don't ever know..?.. i really.... is shouldn't .. alive..
today the wheather.. no rain heavily without any rains drop.. n keep lighting.. today .. the rain .. drop non-stop.. gt thunder oso.. very very heavily.. .. heavily.. until.. make a human wanted to kill herself.... they told me.. that girl don't dare to kill herself.. .. if that girl r gone.. i am gone too le...

Blogged @ 7:07 PM
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When it comes to compatible mates, You can compliment a number of different signs.

CAPRICORN & ARIES: You are both far too independent to get along for any length of time. Although there is an attraction and mutual respect, arguments will make this union impossible.

CAPRICORN & TAURUS: You both have the same regard for quality and money. This is almost a match made in heaven. Sexually adequate and certainly a long lasting alliance.

CAPRICORN & GEMINI: Forget it -- the flirtatious, fun-loving Twin will not impress you. To you, Gemini's are irresponsible and unworthy of your dedication.

CAPRICORN & CANCER: You are polar opposites that do quite well together. You feed each other exactly what's needed. Security from you and loyalty and trust from the Crab.

CAPRICORN & LEO: The extravagant Lion will disgust you. You hate wasteful, flamboyant individuals. Although sexually you are compatible this combination is best as a one night stand.

CAPRICORN & VIRGO: This is a very good mental connection, nevertheless not the most sexually oriented combination.

CAPRICORN & LIBRA : You will be mesmerized by the sophisticated Libran, but that is about as far as this amalgamation will go. You will also tire of the lazy Libran's ways.

CAPRICORN & SCORPIO: Not bad at all. You both understand one another perfectly and can appreciate the same values and directions. Sexually you can dance superbly together.

CAPRICORN & SAGITTARIUS: You are far too different in your likes and dislikes. The adventurous risk-taking Archer finds you boring due to your cautious, routine nature.

CAPRICORN & CAPRICORN: This relationship lacks stimulation. You are both far too cautious, frugal and self-righteous to last. This is a dead end in the bedroom.

CAPRICORN & AQUARIUS: Although you can appreciate the Water-bearer's mind and originality, the Aquarian's lack of direction and carefree nature will cause you to shy away.

CAPRICORN & PISCES: This is not a bad match. The Pisces' eagerness to please will attract and hold you. This union will only encounter problems if you neglect the Fish's need for attention.

my horos is kind of bad luck oh.. ha..ha..
the problem i have throw away.. even tot is mean by i am just a scary cat or wat.. but i don't care about it. even been hate even been pointed as wat.. that's no my problem. wat they want did to me.. no my problem.. no my problem anymore.

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Monday, September 10, 2007

..today .. i still.. very tired.. everyone told me.. lock something in ur heart.. can't do any help.. should say out.. but.. something.. can't say out too.. even .. in this blog.. something that i cannot write out n out of my mouth a word oso.. ... my horoscope so bad ... i must betray my horos de .. order le...

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

... today really.. very tired... very very tired... i wanted to .. help those ppl i care .. but i can't... i can't do that .. i help left .. right side will hate me.. i help right .. left side will hate me.. can i help both..?.. .... i think.. sure can't.. i am not a god.. shin .. .. tot i think she was the one who start fight.. n think she r bad.. i nv thnk anything about that yet.. 'yet'? .. .. i nv event think about it at all.. .. i don't want.. she get more hurt.. i wanted them to stop it .. le.. i .. use the word.. BEG.. .. n. left side.. told me.. stop le.. ... i .. really.. so useless... i feel like crying.. but i cannot cry.. cry can't do any help .. .. maybe i should shut up n get lost.. ...

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